I’m so annoyed with ppl being like ‘stay positive’ or ‘don’t think about it’ as if I havnt been trying to do that for months. It makes me feel guilty and worse because I swear that’s really all I’ve been trying to do. Its like I have 0 control over my body, my moods, or my anxiety
"My body is tired and I’m tired of my body."
the day i smoke a blunt on the balcony of a home i own, i might just shed a tear cuz I’ll know i finally made it
"It scares me sometimes, the emptiness I see in my eyes."
"Other people are not medicine."